Because I Hate Personal Hygiene...

I don't really like to wash my hair!

Hahaha, just kidding!

I actually don't like to shower...it's really really gross, I know, but it takes too long and I could be doing other things! Don't worry though...I bathe on a daily basis.

I even wear deodorant!

I do like to have clean teeth though.

In my mind, because I drink so many carbonated drinks, I need to have good oral hygiene so the carbonation doesn't just weaken all my bones! (and teeth are bones, I guess...)

Plus, I'm super paranoid about yellow teeth! I love Crest White Strips though!

I've never had a cavity...the only thing I've had done is I had a baby tooth pulled once because it wouldn't loosen and the other one was coming in. Oh, and all four wisdom teeth were cut out.

Turns out, I don't react well to anesthesia...or pain pills...hahaha

But anyway, I wanted to say, before I got on my teeth spiel, is I truly don't like to wash my hair everyday. Since I color my hair and use heat styling tools, it can lean towards the dry side anyway.

So every other day, I give my hair a good scrub!

But honestly, some days my hair doesn't look very good! Maybe it was really windy the previous day or I had my hands in my hair too much.

So I wanted to show you one of my go-to kinda greasy looking hair cover ups!

I have several...I'm quite dedicated to only washing my hair every other day...here's a new one!

That's a lie...I used to wear my hair like this ALLL the time about a year or so ago.

I used to curl it really tight and make it BIG!

But here's my hair today:

I had leftover waviness from yesterday's VS inspired Make up stuff.

Here's how you do it.

First, I spray my roots with either dry shampoo or hairspray.

Both help soak up extra oils in your hair.

Some people say this is bad, and to them I say Boooo! I do what I want!!! Hissss!!

Then, I do my make up and come back to it so the stuff is good and dry.

Then, I brush it all out with my teasing brush...this helps distribute the product and oils, which are great for you ends.

I brush the thinner side of my hair back and kinda over and start pinning in the back...I should've taken a picture of the back.

Then, I just sprayed hair spray all over and kinda "scrunched" my left over curls.

Also, if you have difficult or frizzy hair, you can slick it over to the side with hairspray or spray gel if you want it too look really tight.

I personally love my hair like this because it's pretty unique and I've never really seen anyone else wear it.

Ok, for my last subject of the day, I want to talk about pants.

Oh, goodness, I love pants.

Jeans, slacks, dress pants, shorts...you name it, I love it!

My obsession is leopard and colorful jeans!

And before you say, "Well, what the heck would I wear those with??!!"

Let me tell this: You wear them like a neutral.

I'm wearing mine today with a black cotton tank top, corral oversized cardi, black combats boots and gold accessories.

But I've worn them in so so many different ways!

My favorite color right now is rust.

Which sounds ridic, I know. But look at them...

Ah, so gorgeous!
I want them.

Well, that's all I can think of to type!

Hope everyone had a great day, even if your hair is kinda dirty! Hahah

With all my love, Morgan

Did I Say Sunday??

Oh goodness me, I meant Tuesday!! Hahaha.
Ok, I'm a loser, but to be honest it has been a very crazy busy couple of days.
Anyway, here is the look of the day:

Ok, you caught me...I didn't wear my make up like this all day!

I wore sweats hahah. Which is like a big thing for me...I'm never that underdressed!

But boy, I felt comfy!! Lol.

This look is inspired by the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show that is going to air tonight.

I love the VS Angels...they are all so beautiful and glamorous.

Miranda Kerr is definitely one of my favorites!

She is so totally gorgeous!

I love all the false lashes, smoky eyes, sculpted cheekbones and glossy lips!

I'm not big on watching chicks walk around in lingerie...mostly because my door doesn't swing that way lol...but some of it is very beautiful!

Hoping to catch the Fashion Show tonight, and fluttering my falsies, With all my Love, Morgan

Long Shopping Weekend= Not much time for a blog!!

So, I've been really bad about updating this and I wanted to apologize!

I just happen to work in retail and we work when everyone else is off.

Working Black Friday was fun though and I'm about 2 hours away from being finished up with Small Business Saturday! I hope everyone bought locally...gotta keep those tax dollars in our cities! Haha.

Just to warn everyone: Finals week is approaching QUICKLY!! I will be very busy and overwhelmed and probably crying...so to my three readers, I'm sorry! Hahahaha

I'm so ready for a break...I'm feeling so burnt out!

Ok, so this post is a little unplanned, but it's mostly to announce a project I will be starting.

I'm thinking I want to do like, "Two Weeks of Make-Up, Hair and Fashion!"

Where I will show my make up and outfit for the day and discuss my favorite fashionistas or looks. Sound fun??

Well today is the kick off! We will do a round of favorites and starting tomorrow, Sunday, November 27, 2011, I will begin the 14 days of Glam!...or not so glam!! Hahah. I will stressing out trying to look my best all the time!

Today shall be SASSY SATURDAY!!!

These shoes...I can't...I'm so...OBSESSED AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!!!!

They're on Makemechic.com and they don't have my size...Yes, I'm crying on the inside!!!!

Pink: She is the epitome of sass.

I mean, really?? Hahaha

This vintage wedding dresses I found on http://www.unique-vintage.com

I only want to get married right this second so I could wear that dress!!!

The Mini Harajuku Lovers collection at Target!!

Click Here to see it online!

I only want children so they can wear this. Hahaha!

I wish there was a "big people line" from Harajuku for Target!

Well, that's enough for Sassy Saturday.

I'll be planning my next 14 days all night! Haha!

With Harajuku girls, pink hair and all my love, Morgan

Wisdom: Teenager Style

My sisters and brothers are the funniest and sometimes, the wisest people I have ever known.

They are truly some of the best people around!

But I've also gotten some great advice from the kids I sub for!

When I think back to the whole reason I started this blog, sometimes I laugh because it has truly become something else entirely!

If one person reads this and gets some encouragment or it brightens their day, then I have done my job!

So here are some funny, witty or wise tidbits I have heard from the best teens in my life!

Kids don't think your dreams are dumb!

I was subbing a 7th grade math class and a girl asked me what I was going to be "when I grow up."

First of all, I thought that was darling! Haha.

I told her, "Well, it's probably kind of stupid, but I want to be a make up artist..."

(I'm always a little embarassed to tell people this)

And she said, "That's not stupid!! That's awesome!"

And she was totally genuine. That just about made me wanna cry!!

Even though I was teaching her algebra, she taught me not to be ashamed of what my dreams are!

When my brother was about 10 or so, my sister Maddie and I knew that he was very cute and girls would be all over that...well, we didn't want him to be a snob or promiscuous or anything...and he will definitely have that opportunity! Plus, we always want him to date nice girls when the time comes. So Maddie came up with the best analogy:

"Trey, girls are like cars. Would you rather have a new car or an old car?"

Trey replies,"Well a new car!"

"Well, buddy, you have to look at girls this way, too. Not by their looks, but by how many miles they have. A car with 200,000 miles is probably not a good investment...she's had too many owners most likely! But a girl with like, low miles is a much better investment."

So Trey says, "Oh! Ok, so is Lindsay Lohan a used car?"

Maddie and me at the same time: YES! Lol

I love this. And even though he's only 12, this has stuck with him!

He has a little "girlfriend" who is very sweet and best part is they don't talk...they play basketball! Haha!

I was subbing for a choir class the other day and these 6th graders were freakin' hilarious!!

I wasn't going to join in on their choir games (There was a special needs child in the class, too, and she was wanting me to hang out with her) but I ended up joining in because they were just so goofy!

They taught me to cut loose sometimes and just join in with the fun.

Plus, my Shark attack song skills were seriously rough.

Some people think I'm really weird for only subbing middle school...not a lot of people LIKE middle school aged kids! But I think they're weird because those kids are awesome!

Baby shark do do do do do do baby shark, with all my love, Morgan

Umm, hun, why don't you put on your big girl panties...

And deal with it!

Ooh, this phrase literally sends chills of rage and annoyance all the way down my spine.

Ever wondered why people don't like you?

Do you call people "hun", "Honey", "doll" or "sweetie" in a condescending way? Or anytime for anything??

If the answer is Yes, then that is why lol.

Also, if you are not old enough to be my mother, or you're not my mother lol, don't call me anything other than my name.

Come on now.

So here's my quick post since I have to go to class in 20 minutes:

If someone wants to talk about an issue that's really been bothering them, sometimes they don't need your advice.

If they want it, they'll ask. And if you're not sure, then ask!

Sometimes they just need to talk to someone sympathetic.

I guarantee that if you shove your opinions or advice down someone's throat, they won't come to you anymore and they probably won't be friends with you for much longer!

I totally struggled with this when I was young: My friends called me "Mama Hen" because I wanted to be sure they were safe and wouldn't get hurt, even though it wasn't my place to. Well, why would they come to me after being practically yelled at last time they needed a kind shoulder?

This has been on my heart lately for two reasons.

One is shallow: A girl called me a pet name when she's my age and doesn't know me.

It just always comes off as condescending...especially if I end with an ellipsis...

If you're not a weirdo like me an ellipsis is (or are?) the "dot dot dots"

"..."

It's one of those "Bless your heart" things. It only bothered me because I didn't ask for her opinion. And it totally reminded me of myself! Hahaha. Well, minus the "Hun..." thing.

Two: I have a group of friends and lately one of the people in said group has been really talkative and wanting to be more himself and it feels like when we hang out, this other person likes to keep him down! Negative Nell is what we'll call the bringer-downer. Negative Nell likes to rag on Opening-Up Dude and I'm not sure why Negative Nell does it.

It just bothers me!

I think that Negative Nell is just that: Negative.

I've been really praying about saying something, but I'm just not sure!

And I know this is annoying that I'm so vague on names and situations, but I'm not sure who all reads this and I wouldn't wanna hurt anyone's feelings!

So remember, don't call me Hon!

My mama and daddy named me Morgan and that's what I liked to be called! Lol

I'm just kidding, that's not the moral...Ok, I'm kinda serious...hahaha!

In all seriousness, if you want to be a good friend and keep your friend, just be there for him or her and dole out advice kindly and when you're sure they want it!

Wearing my big girl panties, lol, With all my love to the Hons out there, Morgan

How To Ignore The Critics and Negative Nellies

Hey, rude, negative, critical, bringer-downers...they are EVERYWHERE.

Shoot, you probably have family members who are!

I know I do!

A couple in my family likes to almost make fun of my wanting to do make up.

They don't get it.

My parents are actually really supportive, as well as my siblings!

But this couple who is supposed to love me and encourage me always treat my dream like it's stupid.

Plus, I think they're embarassed that I'm pursuing it...they still tell people I'm going to school to be a teacher!! Hahaha!

A conversation usually goes like this:

Them: So, Morgan, what are you going to do after junior college?

Me, In my head: We've had this convo...and you know the answer.

Me, Out Loud: Well, I'm going to esthetician school and then I'm going to pursue make up artistry!

Them: Well, what do you do with that?

Me: Um...well, I could do weddings, TV, movies, proms,...

Them: Well, what would you DO?

Ok. You get the point.

They are haters! Hahaha. And they don't support me.

But to quote Pretty in Pink (aka, the GREATEST 80's Brat Pack movie ever):

"I can't believe in someone who doesn't believe in me."

And it's true!

So my post for today was spurred by three occurences.

Basically, my pastor preached a sermon about critical people and how they basically like to tear others down who are doing great things because they themselves have never reached for anything great. He said something to the effect of,

"If you stick to safe, ordinary things, no one will stop you. When you start reaching for great things, people will try to tear you down."

And I just couldn't agree more with that statement! How many times have I ragged on Taylor Swift? And she has done some pretty big things. I was (and still am! Hahah) jealous because I've not done anything great.

Then, my best friend was really encouraging to me about esthetician school. Well, he's always encouraging to me for that matter! And I though, Wow, some people might not have someone to encourage them.

Lastly, while I was on Facebook, a friend of mine posted this:

"Making some serious changes. I'm going to follow my dreams I've had since I was a little girl and not listen to everyone else's doubt."

Amen sister!! I so identified with that post! I had to comment and encourage her to pursue whatever she wants because we both want great things and hopefully we both get them!

Something I am working on with myself is just ignoring the doubters, the negative nellies, the whatever! You have to, or you'll be brought down to their level!

Remember, sometimes the people who bring you down the most are the people who love you the most. And you'll have to block them out, too.  

Anyway, to all of you being brought down by criticism and negativity, reframe it.

I find that if I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing, I will come up against road blocks.

When I'm not doing much of anything, I'm not going to face anything, because I'm not moving on with my life.

I hope that you continue to pursue your dreams and do what you love, no matter if you're young or old, or ugly or pretty or whatever!!

With all my love and support, Morgan

Let It Rain, Let It Pour

 She Don't Love Me Anymore,

Just let it come down on me, let it come down on me.

Every word, let it hurt, even more than I deserve,

Let it come down on me, let it come down on me,

Let it rain

-David Nail

Warning: This post is a little random...I'm not sure why country music and Mel Gibson go together...they just do!!

Oh man, I love me some country music!

This is a new thing for me...I hated it when I was young.

For me, it represented the hometown that I never felt a part of...I wasn't into football, never dated an athlete, I was a drama student for goodness sakes!

But now, I love it! My sister makes fun of me...I'm like the antithesis of country music.

Anyway, country music is the best music to listen to when you're a little heart broken.

Trust me, I've been there done that enough to tell you that rap is not a good substitute for country when you just wanna lay in bed all day and watch Braveheart and have a HUGE chocolate milk shake!

But today, I can not lay in bed and watch Braveheart and drink a shake. No, I am at work, drinking a Diet Dr. Pepper and listening to some country songs!

Now, that looks like a good day!

When will people learn??

You don't mess with Mel when his face is painted in that manner!

Or when he carries a hatchet like in the Patriot...I don't care what people say...I love Mel Gibson movies!

I love this song...so much!

Eli Young Band - Crazy Girl

Baby why you wanna cry?
You really oughta know that I
Just have to walk away sometimes
We’re gonna do what lovers do
We’re gonna have a fight or two
But I ain’t ever changin’ my mind

Crazy girl, don’t you know that I love you?
And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere
Silly woman, come here, let me hold you
Have I told you lately?
I love you like crazy, girl

Wouldn’t miss a single day
I’d probably just fade away
Without you, I’d lose my mind
Before you ever came along
I was livin’ life all wrong
Smartest thing I ever did was make you all mine

Crazy girl, don’t you know that I love you?
And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere
Silly woman, come here, let me hold you
Have I told you lately?
I love you like crazy, girl

Crazy girl

Crazy girl, don’t you know that I love you?
And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere
Silly woman, come here, let me hold you
Have I told you lately,
I love you like

Crazy, girl, don’t you know that I love you?
And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere
Silly woman, come here, let me hold you
Have I told you lately?
I love you like crazy, girl

Like crazy
Crazy girl
Like crazy
Crazy girl
Like crazy

Ok, enough about that!

I actually wanted to talk about something beauty related, but I can't remember what it was....something to do with food...

Oh Well!

I'll come up with something more prepared tomorrow.

We rarely get somewhere on accident after all! Haha.

Ok, one more favorite song....

Lady Antebellum: We Own the Night

Tell me have you ever wanted
Someone so much it hurts?
Your lips keep trying to speak
But you just can't find the words
Well I had this dream once;
I held it in my hands

She was the purest beauty
But not the common kind
She had a way about her
That made you feel alive
And for a moment
You made the world stand still

Yeah we owned the night

You had me dim the lights;
You danced just like a child
The wine spilled on your dress

And all you did was smile

Yeah, it was perfect
I hold it in my mind

Yeah, we owned the night

When the summer rolls around
And the sun starts sinking down
I still remember you
Oh, I remember you
And I wonder where you are

Are you looking at those same stars again?
Do you remember when?

We woke under a blanket
All tangled up in skin
Not knowing in that moment
We'd never speak again
But it was perfect;
I never will forget
When we owned the night

Yeah, we owned the night

I have to keep reminding myself that things may look bad now, but it gets better.

I'm trying to remember the exact quote my mom said one time...

Something like, "Later is often better than now."

And she didn't mean that in reference to doing homework!! Hahaha.

I hope you are having a wonderful day and if you aren't...turn on your country station! Haha

With Braveheart and a chocolate shake on the mind, with all my love, Morgan

P.S.....

So I thought this picture was hilarious...I'm a little sick though...hahaha

It's only funny because I know he is wearing a ridiculous wig and those poor make up people had to make so much fake blood!!

Oh. Em. Gee.

That title really has nothing to do with this post, I just think it's funny!
You can't sub middle school and NOT pick up some funny sayings, like Oh em gee!

So remember on my last post I was talking about Chazown and how it was about finding a purpose for your life and I would probably have a dramatic post about it? 'Member? You 'member. Hahahah! Well, first of all, here's the link to the website if you wanna check it out!
http://www.chazown.com/
It's all this really intense self study and looking to God to find out what you're here for.
It's crazy intense, y'all.
Well, here's how the evening went: I almost didn't want to go because I feel like I can't hide anything from this group, and I didn't want to talk about what has been bothering me, and that's Matt being in Italy and not being with me. But I went anyway because I tend to be anti-social and I need to go.
So we're all taking this spiritual gift assessment, which I've never felt was a good indicator for me. I've taken it three times now and I feel like it's just about right this time! It says my biggest spiritual gift is craftsmanship! I kinda thought it was lame (I mean, exhortation? Faith? Those sound waaayyy cooler, I don't care who you are! Lol) but when I read the description, it really fit me to a T. It said this person likes to create things and be creative. They should exercise this by participating in Drama or art or music...well, I was in some type of performing arts from 11 to 18 and I'm a make up artist...when I was young, I filled up journals with my drawings...I've not drawn in a while...and I play the piano...I quit taking lessons when I was 16 because drama took up my practice time! 
Crazy, huh?? Plus, it said discernment, which surprised me. But my dad is CRAZY good at discerning things and situations and I'm like his personality twin practically. The only one I disagreed with was Service. I don't think I serve enough or do things for other people...I think I got this because I love to have people feel better about themselves after I do their make up/hair. Although, it makes sense because I will be doing a service for a living one day and I work in customer service. The last two I tied on and I completely agreed with: Writing and giving. I Have always LOVED to give gifts. I've often considered bringing other people gifts to my own birthday party! Haha. And writing was a good one because I've journaled since I could write (I have a whole box full of my old journals) and I love this blog!
Anyway, I was more disappointed with my craftsmanship one because I was hoping it would be a result that would make my life plan so obvious. As I sat there, frustrated and wanting to cry, I had this amazingly light and bubbly feeling start in my gut and work its way up. I had this feeling...there weren't words really! I knew that I was supposed to do make up and I knew I was to help young women, more like teens, love themselves! I hated myself when I was young and I didn't want any other girls to feel like that.
I had this great idea, it was so good, it had to be from God! Haha. I want to do seminars for girls and teens and probably young women, where I would teach them about make up application and creating their own looks and just helping them feel pretty and good about themselves! The main point would be about loving yourself from the inside out...you can be the most beautiful girl in the world, but if you don't love yourself then what's the point??
I feel like this is such an exciting prospect...I couldn't even type it fast enough!
I'm so pumped for this I have butterflies of nervous possibility in my stomach!

I would totally suggest this Chazown experience to anyone. It's truly intense and hard and kind of scary, but it's wonderful and surprising at the same time!
With all my love, Morgan

Sweetarts and Diet Dr. Pepper...

...are best when eaten together!
Eat a sweettart, take a sip of Diet DP and you're good to go!
I can feel the sugar high right now! Haha.
So, to continue with my weirdest week ever, (this is going to take a while to type because I keep taking sweettart breaks! Haha) I'm not sure what to even talk about!
Well, yesterday was a pretty good day...I got my hair cut...and tonight should be good...I have life group!
You might say my life is boring, and I would say, "You got that right, Bub!"
Haha, I like it that way. I think I hate dating because it breaks my schedule and makes me nervous!
Did I ever mention that green sweettarts are my least favorite??
So, to stay on topic, I am getting ready to start a Chazown experience with my church...I'll post more info about that later...I'm sure I'll have a highly dramatic post about what I'm supposed to do with my life afterwards! Hahaha.

But since I'm not sure what to type about, I'll just talk about my favorite things again!

Ok, my favorite food is....mashed taters!!

Oh man...I really want some mashed potatoes now!!

My favorite cupcakes...

Oh my gosh, this girl can bake like nobody's business! Her cupcakes (this one is my fave, red velvet with cream cheese icing) are COMPLETELY homemade!

Talk about the best darn things EVER!

My favorite piece of clothing I own...I don't have a picture of me in them but here's the basic idea...

Jeggings!!!! I wish my stomach looked as tight as those though! Lol

Since this is a make up blog (or it's supposed to be anyway hahaha)...

My favorite gold eyeshadows....

The first is Urban Decay "Chase" and the second is the Covergirl gold!

Both are such great golds...Urban Decay's is a bit more antique gold, but still beautiful!!

My favorite moment today was a little girl in the class I subbed for...she was so sweet and cute...I won't lie, when I was younger I didn't really know how to act around or help special needs children. This young lady had down syndrome, but she was just so loving and nice!

Her parents are ridiculously lucky to have her as a daughter!

My second favorite moment with a very close second...

My cousin got engaged today!!!!!!!!

This has been a very weird, yet mostly good, week...but I'm glad it's just about over! Hahaha

Hoping everyone has a great and safe weekend...

With sweettarts just about gone, and a Diet Dr. Pepper in hand, With all my love, Morgan

Weirdest. Week. EVER.

So this has quite possibly been the weirdest week in my entire existence.

I have literally experienced just about every emotion you can think of.

Including the very surprising contentment!

If you don't know, Matt, my best friend/ex boyfriend left for Italy yesterday.

I think he's there now, haha.

His phone won't work there and his laptop didn't get fixed in time for him to take it with him to Italy.

He's supposed to message or Skype me ASAP!

And you had better do it, Matt!! haha.

Yesterday, I felt numb.

I couldn't put my finger on the emotion.

Then after Zumba, (those endorphines really do work! Haha) I felt much better.

And this morning I woke up and Gasp! Fixed my hair. Holy cow.

Speaking of Holy Cow, I wonder if we got that saying from Hindus...I think they believe cows are sacred!

I think that's a pretty legitimate question, if I say so myself!

Well anyway, it feels good not to be sad.

I let myself be sad for a couple days...I did some online shopping...not sure it worked...and I feel like everything is going to be ok!

Anyway, I actually want to talk about some beauty stuff today!

I wanted to talk about transitioning pieces into fall and winter and creating a Fashion Personality.

Ok, so a lot of people think that dresses and shorts are out the window once September hits...well you my friend, are Wrong!

You can easily pair your favorite pair of shorts with some tights and voila, you have a look perfect for the days where it's cold in the morning on your way to the 8 am class and warm when you finally get to leave work! There are so many cute options, too. There are solids, patterns, ones that have a really pretty lacy look...whatever you can think of! I totally just got some Mickey Mouse ones from Forever 21! Also, Charlotte Russe always has cute ones usually on special like 2 for $10 or something like that.

When creating a "fashion personality," my biggest advice is to have signature pieces. For instance, if my sister wears tights to school, people will ask her, "Cute tights! Are those Morgan's?", much to my sister's sadness haha. I have an affinity for costume jewelry and funky shoes...I think I am associated with them now. Also Bandanas. I wear them a lot!

Now my sister Madde wears scarves, all the time! She has so many cute ones. So her things is sandals or Toms with a plain tee and cute scarf!

My other sister dresses very eclectic...she's a dancer, but I'd say her hair is her identifying thing! She has blonde hair down to her waist that is always braided all funky or pulled into a cute bun...I think of her with a side french braid!

You see how this works??

You find something that works for you and rock it all the time!

Maybe you're like my friend Randy who always has super hot high heels!

Or maybe you have the cutest hair flowers or the coolest cardigans!

Hope this helped you think of your next new look!

with all my love, Morgan

Wooowww...Bummer!

I'm sure that was all 3 of my readers' reaction to my last post! Haha.

I can't guarantee that I'll never go all "depressed-sadness post" on you again, but I'll try to be more optimistic!

I hate being sad. It's almost worse than heartache because I don't know when the sad feeling will go away!

I know a little about both feelings and they tend to go hand in hand.

When Matt went to basic training, I was really sad and I tend to dwell in it when I'm bummed out.

So the best possible thing happened to me: I was cast in a comedy! And I personally though that my character was the funniest in the show! She was bubbly and a little dumb and an obnoxious laugher and gum chewer! Her name was literally Bubbles!! I can't find photos on this computer though...they're probably on my laptop!

The point is, I had so much fun! I allowed myself to be distracted and enjoy myself. The play rehearsed about or 6 or 7 weeks and wrapped the week before Matt's BMT graduation! I worked very hard on my little part and when I was still in San Antonio, I got a call from my sister saying I had won Best Supporting Actress at our Drama Banquet! I was so so so excited!!

To wrap up my (slightly braggy...sorry about that!!) story, here is the lesson: When you are sad or upset about something, sometime you have to MAKE yourself get past it. Of course there are much more serious conditions out there like Depression that make that pretty much imposssible, and I don't want people to think I'm talking about that. When you are experiencing plain ol' sadness, the best cure is to let yourself be happy.

Ok, I'll make a list!

One: Allow yourself to be happy.

Two: If you can't do that, sometimes you have to fake it til you make it! Have you ever had to go somewhere you didn't want to go, but you had to fake having a good time so as not to ruin it for everyone else? And you found yourself having a good time?? It is the same principle. When you make yourself laugh and smile and have fun, you start to really enjoy yourself! I had to do this and it worked for me!

Three: Give yourself time to be sad about something. Those first couple weeks were really tough for me. We're talking stuff like, crying every day, clinging to the cell phone waiting for the once a week call, etc. (One time I missed a call....oh man, I was so ticked at myself for that!)

When you go through a break up, it's ok to be sad about it! If you feel pressured to be happy about a break up, or death, or whatever, then maybe it's time to consider new friends. Be sad. Watch The Notebook. Gain a few pounds from all the chocolate and ice cream. Take a day off. Then, pick yourself up and get after it.

Four: The best way to forget about a hardship after you've taken time to deal with it, is to distract yourself. My best advice for other military girlfriends, boyfriends, husbands, wives, etc., is to stay busy. Those months will go faster than you think. Haha, sometimes when they come back, it's a tough transition...you've settled into a routine and they mess it up a bit!!

Five: I could've turned that role down. I was tired, but honestly, being able to dive into a couple projects (Like the role, my senior memory book, school) was almost a relief! I liked feeling productive and being able to laugh was very nice! Haha.

Now, I'm no expert, but I do know (from Anti-depressant commercials...haha) that if you are feeling persistently sad and can't seem to enjoy anything, you are supposed to seek a doctor. Sometimes, we can "heal" ourselves, but sometimes we need something more!!

I'm feeling much more positive today, and I hope some of that has rubbed off on you!

Hoping you have a great day, with all my love, Morgan

Dating?? Boo! Hiss!

Some people tell you beautiful stories of marrying their high school sweethearts.

Or like my parents, who met in Italy when they were 14. (Air Force brats)

Of course they were seperated when my mom's dad had his first heart attack, but they met back up in their 20's. Bam, 4 kids later and 21 years of marriage, here we are.

I feel stupid sometimes for letting myself fall in love so young.

Yes, it's wonderful. And he is such a great guy. But we were 16.

We were too young to do anything about it.

He graduated a year ahead of me and joined the Air Force (Air Force is a common theme in my life lol)

And I stayed in our hometown and went to high school.

And boy, did I miss him.

I would just hurt sometimes.

Ha, I've cried about him more than anything else!

We ended our almost 3 year relationship after being long distance for the last year of that.

Some people might not think that's very long, but when you're young, 3 years is a good chunk of your life!

And the thing is, I keep letting myself love him!

I mean, how dumb can you get?
I can't be with him. He's going to Italy for 3 years!

And I can't just leave!

My rational side won't let me.

I don't want to be a young Air Force wife! So many girls I know (I say girls because they basically still are, we're so young!) are married and have kids already! And I hope they are happy! I don't know how I'd feel.

I make it sound like he's begging to marry me...that's inaccurate. We've not talked about that in a long time.

I've almost posted this same post 3 times now.

It makes me feel scared to know people will read this and judge this.

Maybe people will think I'm stupid, or like I'm too self-pitying or whining.

Hey, I'm maybe a little self-pitying at the moment! I won't lie.

I try to be very honest on this blog.

Really, this was typed to maybe help other military girlfriends feel better!

It is so annoying when the wives and families act like you couldn't possibly know what they go through when their military member is gone...I think we have a pretty good idea. Just because you're not married, doesn't mean you don't miss them.

I'm definitely not whining.

I've done this to myself!

And this is realllly long lol.

I feel like I've just been to a therapist and that said therapist lifted a brick off my chest!

A beauty blog is tough to type...I love suggestions on what to write about!

With salutes to our military and the need for a big fuzzy blanket (my store is FREEZING!),

with all my love, Morgan

Holy Hair Balls, Batman!

Sometimes shampoos, conditioners can be so confusing!

There's just so many to choose from. I mean, Holy Cow, there's so may different kinds!!

Well, I'm going to explain all you need to know.

I got inspired by the kids sitting next to me in the library at school...I think they're playing Pokemon or Yu-Gi-Oh...either way, they haven't washed their hair in a while.

Plus, I left my head phones at home so I can't watch any Youtube videos or my Humanities video!! Darn it all!!!

So what the heck is up with shampoo and conditioner??

Well, if you have curly or uber thick hair, you don't need to wash it very often. I have a friend who washes her's every 3 days. She still bathes, though, so don't worry!! Lol

If you have straight or thin hair, you'll probably need to wash it more.

Our hair gets weighed down much easier.

What shampoos to use also depends on hair types. I'm not as sure on curly headed types, but I know people with "fine" hair like me need a shampoo that is "clear" not "cream-based."

Cream based is for dryer hair and people with hair like me don't even need to condition everyday!!

Also, if you have color treated hair, you may want to be careful of clarifying shampoo. Don't use it very often, just maybe twice a month. It is very good at removing product build up, but can be too drying on dry or colored or permed hair. People with fine hair need to use this.

I don't really like Garnier Fructis products or any kind of conditioner with any form of alcohol listed as an ingredient. Garnier is very heavy. Alcohol is not good for truly healing the hair. Yeah, it makes it softer, but doesn't solve the problem.

This is my biggest pet peeve.

YOU CANNOT HEAL SPLIT ENDS.

You may weigh the ends down with special conditioners, and that is a VERY temporary fix.

The only way to be rid of them is to CUT THEM OFF.

Ok, off that soap box now!

There is such a thing as too much conditioning. I recently read in Teen Vogue that leaving deep conditioner (or any conditioner for that matter) on for too long can make the hair too soft and leave it more vulnerable to breakage.

I liked the Bumble and Bumble Deeeep Conditioner, but it has alcohol as its second ingredient! Sad day :(

I think Aussie makes a pretty good deep conditioner, too.

So, that's my spiel, y'all!

Remember, be careful coloring your hair at home, and be sure to take your vitamins, exercise, and drink TONS of water for the healthiest hair!

Healthy hair begins from the inside!

With all my love, Morgan